He we go off and running. I wish I could remember the events of the last few weeks with more clarity. All I know is it was a blast. Suddenly, nothing to do-more to do. Struggling to find a groove like a drunk DJ I pulled my shit together and became the best version of myself which entails energy and focus amid chaos and uncertainty. Perhaps my increased social schedule, or perhaps frustration with the status quo are the impetus for my improved outlook and general well-being. Reading has come back into my life thanks to VV and Chad Kultgen, the floor in my room emerged victorious after a harrowing battle with trash and dirty laundry and started wearing a new hat. What more can I say, its not like my life is more exciting but I feel better about it and more involved or active in how I choose to live. Now this week I am rewarded with a 'vacation' of sorts to California and some time away from 'life' as I know it and a chance to reflect and just spend some time doing something else. Anything. Just a break from the routine and environment to which I am accustomed, and then the inevitable realization that it is short lived as it blends into the rest of my life seamlessly. Another memory folded into my existence and I try to maintain the illusion that I understand what I do and why I do it since its all part of the master plan or some shit like that and have another beer cause that is the real reason I am here!
